Make Me Better

I don't know how to make it right. Somehow, I need you to tell me.

I need you to forgive me. I'm sorry.

"Foregiveness is an act of compassion. It's not done because they deserve it, it's because they need it" - Giles (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)

Maybe I don't deserve it, but I need it. I can forgive you. I already have.

I'll never get over you, walking away
"Tonight I Wanna Cry" - Keith Urban

I haven't been able to sleep in a long time for a significant amount of time. I wake up every couple hours. I finally started sleeping in my room again instead of on my futon, but it's not a lot of difference. The meds aren't working. I want to just take 50 and sleep forever. I miss sleep. I'm so tired.

Whatever.